Yesterday, and a tad of tomorrow.

I was in a horrid mood, all day.
It just did not want to leave me!
I think he noticed..

HE LIKES ME, but he loves her
Worst situation ever, he doesn't know what to do, he's torn between decisions.
between me and her.
I think i love him?
I CANT BE THE OTHER GIRL

Everything about this is wrong, but i won't it to be right.
He wants me to ditch my work party so i can see him, i can't bring myself to do it.

I brought home my oil painting, its beautiful.
Everything i wanted it to be and more.
SYDNEY CAMP IS SOON.
There are zero words to describe how excited i am, five full days of fun with art and friends in a place iv'e never been, what more could i ask for?
NOTHING.

Ecstatic about tomorrow night. Work dinner, DRINKS WITH THE WORK GIRLS AFTER.
I need to forget about all the stuff going on around me, and this will do sufficiently.
now all i need is an outfit...


I love the future.